Jul
30
Insomnia
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I can’t sleep anymore. Never thought I would suffer from this. I am perpetually awake till its time to catch up on sleep for 4-5 hours. I am blogging right now, coz there is this feeling you get before you start blogging which tells you that you’ll get something off your chest and you will be a different person, probably turn a new page or something. Well, that never really happens. Nor do I have anything to take off my chest.
Listening to Bob Dylan, dreaming about life, what life will be like in the near future & what life has been in the last 18 months. Just cant seem to fall asleep.
Random thoughts… self reflection on the last time I was away in Sindhudurg, a place called Rock Garden. It was a small garden, beautiful lawns, made around the sea-side rocks. I was sitting there looking at the sunset. I like to call it the solar psychedelia.
I somehow realize that money is NOT more important than time. I can’t go back in time to enjoy the sunset, or even be on the beach at home. It is just not possible in this land locked city.